I hate life, i hate myself, i hate school, i hate ALMOST everything thats happening to me! Most decisions lie in our hands. So i was th one who caused all th troubles.
Aes; Music was nice:DD watched a movie called Choir boys or smth. Rocked! Haha. Didnt manage to finish th movie though): I want to watch th entire movie!
History; Bored. We (mainly me, Felicia, Tahira, Sonia and Donghui) were playing Uhu glue :X haha! and i sms-ed.
Recess; Had rice:] super filling-.- LOL.
Maths; Did class test. Was not difficult. Fell asleep when i finshed th paper :O did number patterns. I didnt pay attention): Heh.
Eng; Mdm Yasmin didnt come:D BUT th cher who came in handed me th marker and told me to go up to th board to write names of ppl who were talking. 1st time, i didnt write anth. 2nd time, i didnt want to either. But he pointed to Wengang and ChanKyung tell me to write their names :X I HAD NO CHOICE OKAY. then, Stanely kp. Say i only writ eguys names, never write girls names, say i biased. Then cher heard, tell me to write his name also. I WAS RELUCTANT OKAY. when i wrote ChanLyung and Wengang's names i already feel guilty already. Then i looked at cher, he told me to write Stanley's name and keep looking at me. I HAD NO OTHER CHOICE OKAY. so i wrote luh, then Stanley scold me then keep complaining. Say i not fit to be chairman dunno what crap one. say i use hp in class, then keep talking dunno what else luh-.- no mood to listen. STANLEY GOH, if you happen to pass by, and you think im at fault, i apologise okay. But you're really unreasonable luh. I WAS FEELING GUILTY AND YOU KEPT INSULTING ME, SCOLDING ME, COMPLAINING ABOUT ME. GREAT MAN, THANKS UH, YOU MADE MY DAY. since you think it's damn easy to be a chairman, you come and take over luh! you pro right-.- LET ME TELL U SMTH THAT U KNOW OKAY. when th class is messy, noisy or wtv crap, th 8 class leaders will get punished. it's not th rest of you. MS ABRAHAM ASKED ME TO GO UP TO HER CORNER BEFORE BECOS U BOYS WERE RUNNING IN AND OUT OF TH CLASSROOM. IT WAS ME WHO KENA OKAY. NOT U BOYS. wtv luh, i dun give a damn anymore. MAYBE I OWE YOU IN MY PAST LIFE MAN. just my luck. GO ON COMPLAINING LUH, AT MOST CHER FIRE ME ONLY. AND I'LL VOTE FOR U TO BECOME CHAIRMAN. ha, sounds great eh?
Thanks Felicia for comfort.
Assembly; Performance+ presentation on th Fushun trip. Crystal pro seh. Shout so loud worsxz. haha.
After sku went tidbits with Felicia, Donghui, Jiawei, Eli, Sonia and Laykoon. Went there, buy drink then had to go cos mum said dad wnts me to go and east lunch. he said that i cannot keep skipping meals. zz. so ate lor. then home and bathed. used laptop for awhile and went east point with mummy and jack. headed to popular and bought stuff. picked Charlotte up from tuition and went NTUC. bought food and left for home. Blogging here.
-LIFE SUCKS.
-Bye.

School sucks.

3 more days:DD LOL.
Sunday
Woke up at 9am in th morning and went Tanah Mearh to meet Sonia and Jessica. Went bugis cos Jessica bday coming and her godbro treat her to movie. Went bugis street to walk walk before going for movie. watched Batman; dark night. was okay lor. idk how to appreciate :O haha. Jessica keep kena shocked :O Lol, she 'jumps' backwards-.- HAHA. bought smth for Tania and train-ed to Tanah Mearh. Met JoYi and Peizhen. Train-ed to airport and spent time with Tania): Lunch was Macs:D nicefattening)): anw, i must congratulate myself leh:D i never cry in front of Tania! She went in then i cry-.- i hold back my tears leh[: then Joyi tell me to cry my hearts out. So, i did :X then Peizhen keep looking at me-.- on th train back to Tanah Merah, Tania called leh): she tell me to tell everybody to take care. How sweet! Glad to have her as my friend! ilh, imh! Sigh. Homed after that.
Monday
Sku was alright.. PE was frisbee and Science, Mrs Samuel have moodswings again-.- starting of th lesson, she gave us sweets. say want to reward us. then, she scold us-.- zzz. idk what's wrong with her man. Lol. she used to be my fav cher-.- now is Ms Loo:D skipskipskip. CCM was lame-.- played Truth or Dare and Heart Attack.was super bored. After CCM, had netball Self-training. This senior called Marilyn from sec3 joined us and wow, she can throw from like 1 end of th court to th other! LOL. i only can 1/3 lor! HAHA.
Today
Science; Mrs Samuel was in bad mood-.- Did experiment. She kept shouting like nobody's business.
Recess; ate with some peepos.
Geog; Was super bored and started sms-ing :O hah. copied alot of stuff was all i rmb :P
Mother Tongue; Still sms-ing :P found out i got 28/35 for recent test. (i told my mum and she was not satisfied-.- i dont know what to do to make her happy. she said i got very low.)
Literature; Read village by th sea book and i fell asleep :X i woke up upon hearing Mdm Yasmin's voice saying- 'HuiSi! Dont sleep in class!' tsk. LOL. found out had to do groupwork and i didnt know what on earth was going on-.- SORRY FELICIAAA)): dont get too stressed up alright.
English; Passed up th recording thing.
Netball; Was hell-.- starting of th training only, coach made us do 5sets of steps+ runs. EVERYBODY was like perspiring like mad. Some was complaining( me also) HAHA. steps got 4 variations and runs were in th field. No cutting of edges someore, pfft. then did ball works and stuff. Court work and training ended with 2 sets of suicides(or wtv u spell it).
Home. I seriosuly think my bros suck much. they on my laptop and couldnt figure out my password. they didnt off it okay-.- HOW STUPID. waste my battery only. Bros keep shouting and fighting-.- Ryan threw things at me when i didnt want to let him use my laptop. Zzz. i learn to forgive and forget :D but they really have to grow up la!
Marilyn:D blur :X
Peizhen:D she's damn cute i tell you! HAH.
SHAWN TOK XZ~
Sonia, Joyi, Peizhen and me(:
Peizhen and Jessica!
Zilian:O [[edited one]]

Candid!
LOL. Peizhen very lady leh.
Jessica. Candid.
After she found out i candid-ed her:D LOL.
Peizhen. Candid.

-PEACE.

Time flies...

Great man, i cried yesterday-.- like waterfall somemore. Cried around 1h? Omygosh man. from 12.15pm-1.20pm! Zzzz. i dont want Tania to leave lehs): TOMORROW! going to send her off! *sighs*
Yesterday
Went to sku feeling very moody.
Science; Mrs Samuel moodswing very serious leh. Haha, alot of people also say :X she one moment smilesmile, another moment, shouting her head off-.- ha. Learnt new things.
Recess; Ate mango pudding:D
D&T; eew. i dont like D&T): Jerry was damn bad sials. I was pissed off with him okay -.- failed th test. sian. HAH. but i dont give a damn liao. D&T only what, wont make me drop to NA. i told my mum and she was like 'orh. why leh?' i tell you, my whole family sucks at designing. Lol. But i almost cried leh. Haha, cos i was very anxious till i got tears. then i decided that it was no big deal. I was angry with Jerry though. He helped Felicia pass then never help me-.- damn him luh. But he sms-ed me to apologised after sku.
Mother Tongue; Had a stupid test-.- will pass luhs. th 填写汉字was alright for me cos i studied:D haha! but is recess time study de :O th passage was crap-.- like fairytale like that.
Maths Farewell party; Ms Loo let us use Maths period as farewell party for Tania. Aiman cried first :O he likes Tania what.. HAH. i held my tears for very long okay.. from 11.55am-12.15pm.. 20 mins! Lol. Then most people left alr, i cried-.- Zzzz.
Went library to record th voice thing for english hw, sucked much. then Mum super naggy. Keep calling, ask me go down cos she alr downstairs-.- finished recording, told xinrong help me transfer then i 'flew' down. HAHA. i ran super fast o.0 haha! Ethel couldnt catch up ;O
Guess what-.- went Pulau Ubin leh(: HAHA.cool ehh, after sku go Pulau ubin[: Went there with Mummy, Jack(Bro), Charlotte(Mum fren daughter), Uncle Koh, Uncle Jason, Aunty Connie, Aunt Chris. All mum's friends(: Reach ubin, went Mum & Aunty Chris friend's house! Cool right:D got house in ubin~ LOL! But, i wouldnt want :X haha! it's super dirty *grins* sheeesh. Th guy name uncle JACK:D ha! his house is like Kampong style luh. th sister last time also BDS one leh! haha, she got alot of trophies *widen eyes* They got alot of birds! Like 15? Omgosh la. Then 5 tortoises, 1 cat, 2 dogs, uncountable no. of fishes, 1 parrot, got 1 BOAR leh! like woah, like zoo huh. Lol. anw,here, if you keep boars as pets, is illegal one leh . Lol. Ate alot of durians :X haha! my mum's main motive of going there-.- haha.
Left for home and reached home at around 7pm.
Today
Woke up in th morning and mum was in th same room. Got up to bathe at 9.25am. Going East Coast with Zhiqin, Jerry,Jessica& Peizhen.Sadly, Eli couldnt make it D: Breakfast-ed at 9.55am and decided to let bro tag along. Told him to go wash up and stuff. Was late :O sorry, Jerry-.- was supposed to meet him at 10.30am! haha, left house at 10.28am. Bleah ;X bro luh, so slow. met him at th toilet near th underpass. Skated to macdonalds there meet th rest. Jerry fell down and th blood keep flowing non-stop. Very long leh! Peizhen, NOT your fault okay.. Jerry felt bad cos after th fall, everybody th mood like not happy like that.But not his fault luh(: i was deep in thought. Skated till 1.30pm today. Shorter than last wk(:
Homed, bathed, lunched and aunt's house. Use laptop. 4.5h le x.X dinner-ed, had KFC. was nice luh, BUT fattening): sian lor. Moodswing. Shouted at bros. Watch Tv, human tetris. blogging. tmrw will be heading to Bugis with Sonia for Jessica, get it? It's Jessica want Sonia to go with her [tsk, she asked me twice alr! so despo! ;O] Coz that babe's bday coming, her god-bro want treat her to movie. Lol, batman. so yeah, after that walk around, will be going airport:D hope no tears!

Charlotteeeee:DD
I like to look at waves :O
On th boat.
In th house. i was wearing pants-.-

Tania, Nazirah, me((:
With spectacles!
My eyes swollen :X Taniaaa):
Im going crazy over this cute guy! Lol. Shawn Tok!
Lol, on th boat. bro's trying to catch th wave? weird.
1c'o8! without Stanley& Yiying. S was absent. Y was being emo& anti-social.Crazy AA one.

TANIA IS LOVED AND WILL BE MISSEDDDD:D iloveher.( no les)

OHYA, i got new phone! :DD my aunt got it for me! THANKS MAMA((: Sony EricSson C902! black!

Bye Taniaaa)):

Past few days werent enjoyable): tmrw is Tania's last day in sku): having farewell party): hope i wont cry! bleahh :X Bro and Mum got attitude problem mans! cant take it anymore-.-
TODAYY
Overslept :O i slept at 1.20am ytd night! haha. when i looked at th lack it was like 6.42am :O i shocked-.- ran to bathroom, changed, brushed teeth and tied hair. 1st time in my life, i did everything super fast! HA. i left my house at 6.53am! 11min leh! HAHA. Had mass PE, ran 3 rounds:D came in 3rd girl in th sec 1 express cohort(: 1st Kimberly, 2nd Tahira and i 3rd? I THINK SO! 4th was Eli leh:]
Geog was boring :X almost fell asleep-.- sms-ed Isabella:D history, Vasu asked me to go help her take notes from th photocopying lady. She blurblur one lor. haha! Then recess, ate with usual pals:] Chinese had tingxie-.- sian lor. HAHA. then english, had th vocab test thing, was okay luh, i remembered alot:DD i cheated for 1 word i couldnt rmb :X i looked at Jiawei's paper then i quickly scribble. HHA! Maths was 3 periods cos took 1 PG period(: Tahira MEI was damn cute leh;D she keep going- Jie, this one how do? PG was slack lor. Colouring only-.- HAH. After sku, went Cold Storage with Felicia les, Huiyi and Sinhuay Dajie! bought food and went back sku for training. Training was tiring.. sian la. Tania's last training:[
Today she didnt go sku cos not feeling well D:BUT she attended her LAST netball training. debrief that time, coach talked about Tania, leaving and stuff, i cried-.- Thanks Azra, Nazirah, Tania, Sinhuay, Tahira for comforting me! love you all(: bus-ed home with Tahira:]

Gosh, hope i wont cry tmrw)': BYE TANIA): I'll miss you!


Nazirah, Sweetie!


Zzz. Sorry, i super zilian :O


Azra Sexy;D


Taniaaaaaaa!


Felicia; Les!






SHAWNNY! wheee~ SHAWNTOK ROCKS:DD

PEACE. i'll remember& miss you]: take care!

xoxo, `Huisi:DD

when i cry ;

SHAWN!

Not in th usually-cheerful mood.. life sucks, alot. I start to treasure it just this year, knowing alot of bad things will happen, i thought and reflected alot. Tears are always flowing.

I dont see a point in living on. I dunno why, i just feel that i think and understand too much at my age. Resulting in th super emotional Huisi.

Hyeahh, but smiled upon watching Shawn's videos and Ms Swan(: BOTH are real cute! well, i shall post about yesterday and th day before ytd. ( it's 12.10AM now)
Fri; 18/7.

School as per normal..i cried cos of maths result-.- stupid, i know. but i did real badly. worst math result in sec sku. sigh.. regrets. I know that my maths paper will be th one i will get th highest among all th 4 papers i took, yet i got such low marks. Sometimes, i feel im a failure, making people dissapointed and stuff.

Tania & Kelsey cheered me up(: Bus-ed to Parkway with Tania and Kelsey dearrie! Walked around and trying to get a life.Tmrw will be Tania's last week in spore. gawd, im crying.im in a all-dark room (only laptop screen light)alone, listening to nice soothing music. those kind of atmosphere i like and th time i will think alot. I will miss her, badly. she's my super- close friend and netball partner. She's leaving.. nevermind.. Alvin kor just talked to me, his grandma is going to pass away from cancer, he feels he's useless.. I feel that too. I seriously cant imagine what will happen in future. Whenever i think of future & past, i cry, like now. i know that leaving this world is something that will happen to everyone.. I just cant bear th pain of looking at my friends& relatives leaving. I dont know what's wrong with me okay, really.

Cute right!

Spot us-.-

Me, Kelsey, Tania.

Tania, me, Kelsey.
Tania & me.

Me & Dearrie.

Sat; 19/7.

Woke up in th morning at around 9am. On-ed laptop and tagged JJ kor's blog with a Happy Bday, yeahh, his bday. Washed up, and packed my bag. My stupid disastrous hair went against me-.- it took me about 45min to tie NEATLY. damnit manszx. i left my house at 10.29am when i was supposed to meet Jerry and Elizabeth at 10.30am, great. Worse blades and off, i went. It took me around 8min to reach Eli's house at Bayshore(: i thought i was late cos Jerry sms-ed me when i was on th way. In th end, i reach there, Eli havent come out. When she reavhing th gate, i tell Jerry, 'woah, Elizabeth chio leh!' then 2 secs later i said 'Her parents still must bring her out leh.' then he said he thought th parents coming along. zzz.

Reached East coast and went to look for Peizhen they all after Eli rent her blades. Met Peizhen, Jessica, Zhiqin and her sister. Zq, Pz and J 1st time blade outside, they just had their 1st inline skating course on thurs. Pz can balance best among them. Jessica keep falling down-.- She's funny luh! Keep screaming. Zq's sis very nice to her leh, still teach her and hold her hand. Jerry, me and Eli hold pz and Jessica's hand. Bladed alot and cos Pz had swimming classes at 2pm, th other 4 of them went th other way while me, Jerry and Eli went back. We decided to eat Macs. So ate lor. Fattening leh. Jerry went home(i think) which he had to go further down.Eli returned her blades and we 2 went same way. She reached then i went home blading with my legs hurting-.- what do you expect man, i bladed from 10.30am-2pm!

No one was at home so called mum asked her where she was. then she said that she's with Daddy, Ryan(bro), Jack(bro) and Ahma, going bedok inter. I bathed, used laptop till about 3.30pm and went to look for them. 229-ed there and went library to find them. Went to 2nd floor where Mum, Aunt and Ryan was. read TSGS till Ryan decided to lend me Aunt's leptop. was pissed off by her laptop cos she bought it from Japan then th words in Japanese-.-

Left library at around 6.35pm. Walked to nearby coffee-shop to eat. Ate this well-knowned western food stall with a weird name of 'Botak Jones' Food was nice? th menu super cute! Almost evry page got joke. Yeahh, saw Caleb there. He looked at me then i looked at him, at 1st couldnt recognise him. then i was like' ehh, look like caleb sey.' i waved and he waved back, he turned to tell his dad while i told my mum. he become more shuai leh. Tsk tsk. Reached home at 9pm.

Nice! London Bridge!
All girls!

Jerry, Pz, Jessica ,Me!

Th shop's name.

1 of th nicer joke.

Helloo(:
Had netball just now and it was self-training:D was funfunfun + slackslackslack:] sad thing is that Kelsey & Tahira didnt come D: at first during recess also didnt want to go alr, then Ashely want me go, so yeah. Went lor, and was kinda high, i kept laughing like some idiot-.- LOL. Ashley was giving me th funny look and Marilyn told her to laugh so i will laugh-.- laughter IS contagious kay! LOL. then when we played centre pass court game, i keep wanting to be with Sinhuay and to be centre :O Keep 'fighting' over th centre position with Tania:]] then when im with Sinhuay Dajie( i was GK when i was with her), we stayed in th semi circle and i started singing and singing:D hah! That mad girl keep laughing-.- We gave ourselves breaks alot of times + LONG one lehh:D coz coach not there ma(: heh xD Nazirah high-ed again:D i thought so! HAH.

Today i felt weird leh :X i keep talking and laughing-.- LOL. kena scolded by 2 chers today for talking-.- HEH. abraham scolded me just because laopo's hair wasnt clipped up properly-.- da.mn laa, say what chairman crap. BUT when me& Marilyn waiting for bus, we shouted 'Bye, Ms abraham!', she waved back and said 'Bye girls!' And when she got up th taxi, she waved and smiled at us:D bus-ed home with Marilyn and blogging here:]]

LOL, my skirt LOOKS short. Coz i tuck out shirt luh.

Dajieeeeee((:

Nazirahhhhhhhhhh((: she's ULTRA kinddd:D

Inqaaaaaaaaaa((: she's cutee:D

Nadiaaaaa((: she's hot please!

Marilynnnnnnnn((: she's a chiobu leh!

I dont want to get into a relationship. Get that in your mind, you, you and you. Teasing isnt funny, it makes me emabarrased and pissed off. Heck, im just being straightforward yo.

Hello. Sorry for not posting that day. I lazy blog. Just post pics!

The 'hand'. IT'S COOL!


Nice leh:D


LOL.



Tattoos:DD


Super Neat:D NDP08 was what they formed.


SUPERRRR NICEEE LEHH((: th 2 'aeroplanes' made de!


FIREWORKS;D i still got a few pics and a video!



KELSEY CARO OH[[: dearrrriieee!


LOL. sucks right.



SELF-TIMER:D nice leh! HAHA!


With Kaizer cousin!





HAHA! all with dearrie , all reflection(:
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Im done. Bye dudes.