Will th world be a better place if i didn't exist?,


Today had science and mother tongue paper. I studied for science. Didn't study for chinese. Science wont do well, chinese also. Aiya, failure ma :S Screwed up man. suckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Geog tmr can go kill itself. Still have history undone. Scared Ms.P ask me to go up present? Yergh. I dont know how to revise for english! Today was okay i guess. Camp's coming! Cross country's coming! I scared kkkkkkk! Tahira la. Say must get top4, screwed man. God bless :P I will pull her down la.):

-I really don't know who are those i can really trust.): Trying to trust some but just keep hesitating whether i should tell them some things or not. I think i should just stop talking to everyone man. Since i myself cant be a god friend to others, why do i even expect others to be good to me?! I keep hesitating now. I keep more and more things to myself and i dont like that feeling. I don't know how ~~ feels about me cos i dont have a good feeling about it. We're not as close anymore. Perhaps because we're both as stubborn? Yeah. I know i'm useless but you didnt have to do that, did you?..
I wished i could turn time back): If i really could, i would. I will turn to th time when i was p6 and study hard, getting into a better school and not landing myself into this kind of thing man.

BYE.